-I seem to feel realy detached from people or realy attached.there is no middle ground for me.

i feel stuck,and its driving me crazy.then there is also the fact that i am way too selfless.i always do things i never want to do,becouse thats what make s everyone else feel beter.there are a fw things that are reserved for me,my art,my writing,my personality are the only things l;eft untouched.even my appearance,the way i walk,the way i talk,the way i eat ,the music i like even what i like to read and watch causes some crazy commotion .why can't people leave me the hell alone?it seems like my whole existance is a threat .....